Thursday, November 12, 2009
PARTY'S THIS FRIDAY OMGXZXZ I CANT WAIT. I cant do it I cant do it I cant do it I cant do it. I just cant. I can't make myself buck up in my studies neither can I make myself quit smoking neither can I just see how my life's getting ruined and not do a shit about it.
Fuck this is getting on my nerves. Pain in the ass. Why cant they make cigs unharmful and why can everyone just be stupid and there's no such thing as school?
Nvm, i shall enjoy on fri first hahahaha. WHOOOOOOOO luv parting with pple in formal clothes. I wanna see desmond get drunk hahahaha.
1:04 AM
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
Im back.
You knw, its like a new beginning. I've screwed my life pretty much to the maximum. My studies are a gonner. Im like a pathetic olevels holder and nth else. Met gary today and he was like " she only goes to sch once a week" And i rly dont know what im doing now. SHould I choose to trust in it 100% and half fuck my studies or should i get a dip to play safe.
Idk, I srsly cant stand it anymore. And for all that i do i sincerely apologise.
Wtf man, Im dying, they say my lips are blackz and imhaving a very bad throat and a very blocked nose. OMG why the fuck must aall the retarded stuff has to happen together.
Ftw, fuck the world.
2:19 AM