This blog post isnt pleasing at all.


Have you ever felt that, "YES finally a piece of work to be proud of!" and then when you present it, your efforts all go down the drain? Let me tell you, you will feel so damn pissed you feel like killing someone.


Today. I spent the whole of last week, trying to decipher what "PHILOSOPHY OF MECHANISM" is. Then, I spent so long to get an idea, like, to interpret "make me beautiful" in my way. I asked a lecturer, he improved on my idea. I used the rough idea he gave me and put it into a presentation slide. YES I FORGOT ABOUT THE VISUAL REPRESENTATION THAT'S MY FAULT. I tried my best and put DAMN alot of effort into this project cause I really want to do well. BUT GUESS WHAT.

It isn't only me, many others too, felt the biased-ness in the critic. I DID ON FOOD. YES IT ISN'T AN ANIMATE OBJECT BUT SO WHAT. Dion did on scrap materials and it was good. JUST BECAUSE I DIDNT FUCKING BRING A NOTEBOOK, HE, HAS TO COME AND PIN POINT AT ME. He said I went out of point. I said in what way, HE COULDNT FUCKING ANSWER. HE WENT ON ABOUT HOW I BEHAVE IN CLASS BUT HE KNOW FUCK?? HE ONLY COME TO COLOUR THEORY CLASS FFS. wow, how professional. Earn alot of money so what? Even secondary school teachers knows how to treat everyone fairly. I BOTHERED TO WRITE DOWN WHAT HE SAID. I TELL YOU I CAN FUCKING TYPE WHATEVER HE SAID HERE. But i'm not going to, it's gnna bore you.


HOW CAN A PROFESSIONAL DESIGNER LIKE HIM BE SUCH AN ASS? It was SO obvious PLEASE. I didnt put effort? YOU SURE? WERE YOU WITH ME WHEN I DID MY WORK? DONT COME FUCKING TELL ME "Your work shows". No, no no no no no. So a child that colours really badly, and even though he put in all his effort to make the colouring as pretty as possible, IT MEANS HE DID NOT PUT IN EFFORT? Effort is a big word my dear.


IT IS SO OBVIOUS IT WAS BIAS. Go ahead, fail me, make my life difficult, HEY INNER BEAUTY MAN. WHERE. THE. FUCK. IS. YOURS? What is wrong with my colour scheme? ALL you could say is" You are out of point" "Your colour scheme is wrong" "Your slides no link" "You put in minimal effort" I told myslef. " respect girl, respect." But is is all worth it. If I were to put my whole life into this project, WOULD IT BE OF ANY USE? LEt me tell you, you did not embarass me AT ALL. You just showed the whole class the ugly side of you. Oh what a shame.

No names mentioned. If you think its you, then you are guilty yourself. Too bad. Dont say " ITS SO FREWAKING OBVIOUS!" uh uh. NO NAMES MENTIONED. I guess I dont have to bold this three words, do I?


Man, god bless you. 11:52 PM

Hello I'm like dying here. Chua's phone is off again. Argh. Ok, here's some eye candy. :)


























Okokokokok! Anyway, i wanna get sims threeee! But i'm like broke now. Hahaa, and I wanna buy the book jade read. Hahah sounds good. Ok yay i'm off! hahahaha byeeee! 12:13 AM

I LOVE BI BI.

Get well soon nicky chai! :D Meet up next weeeeeeeeeeeeek hohohohohohohhohohohoho.


I bought stuff today, and i spend 7 bucks on 2 pairs of shoes. WHOOO I LEARNT TO NOT SPEND MONEY UNWISELY HAHAHA!



fuck man, I still have like integrated proj and i dont have any idea what to do:( I still have the photography assignment and the bloody colour theory thing. wtf la, the lecturers really.... z i dont know what to say man.




THREE MIDDLES FINGERS TO SCHOOL! 10:21 PM

HI HI HI HI MY INTERGRATED ASSIGNMENT IS POSTPONED! YAY ME! 9:12 PM

Hi, hahaha.


Chua wen hui isnt home yet and here I am waiting. :(


And I've got the photos!:D Shisha night.




DARLING! :D


















This photo is seriously, wtf.




Anyway, imptimptimpt!

I AM LOOKING FOR ANY FEMALE LEATHER(black) JACKETS. IF YOU ARE INTERESTED IN SELLING ME YOURS, PLEASE SEND A PHOTO OF YOUR JACKET TO MY EMAIL (oh.sweet.thing@hotmail.com) AND QUOTE ME A PRICE. THANKYOU!

Byebye! 9:07 PM

You like my piercing?


hahahaaa. (btw im not really smiling so please dont go " OMG JIEHUI YOUR SMILE SO DISGUSTING!") hahahaha. Waaa the background is damn shittxz haha.


Okayyy, went shisha with darling, illyas, junyuan and joonkai. Drank tiger which kinda suck. hahaha. Photos are with jy!





BTW, HAPPY BIRDDAY KEEEEFF! 12:52 AM

Underoath had a wonderful song. Here.


I heard a voice through the discord
A deluge of passersby
I saw one gaze frozen in time
Watching me passing by

And I swear I'll know your face in the crowd
And I'll hear your voice so loud
When you're whispering

Hey unfaithful I will teach you
To be stronger, to be stronger
Hey ungraceful I will teach you
To forgive one another.

Here's my kiss to betray (Kiss to betray)
Desperate to brush the lips of grace (Brush the lips of grace)
Do you feel hollow when you think of how I lied?

Oh sweet angel of mercy
With your grace like the morning
Wrap your loving arms around me
Oh sweet angel of mercy
With your grace like the morning
Wrap your loving arms around me

Hey unfaithful I will teach you
To be stronger, to be stronger
Hey ungraceful I will teach you
To forgive one another

Hey unfaithful I will teach you
To be stronger, to be stronger
Hey unloving
I will love you
I will love you
I will love you

And Jesus I'm ready to come home
Jesus, I'm ready to come home(home)
home (home)
I'm ready to come (home)
Hey Unfaithful
Hey Ungraceful
Hey Unloving
I will love you
Hey Unloving (Hey Unloving)
I will love you




Jesus is indeed wonderful. 3:41 PM

I feel so ahpee now hahahaaaaaa.

And I just read cherron's blog hahaha. " I'm such a weak kid i need to learn to be like melissa she sleeps when she is rlly angry HAHA."


Cherron yes man. ahahahahha.


Anyway went shisha-ing with puan cherron cherron's pengyou L and dion. HAHHAHAA OMG had a hilarious time, but the latter part was liike fucking screwed la. I hate it when my phone batt's flat, its like.. fucking irritating la!


Anyway, the photos are with cherron and I have to bug her for it hehhehheh.


Pierced my lip! my left! :D Yay its nice ho ho ho ho.

I will post photos as soon as i get them seeya! 10:03 PM

SO HERE'S ALL THE RETARDED PICS HAHAHA WITH SEX MANIC AND BONDAGE!

wheee hahahah this is the best part of class :D

















And I wanna tell baby sorry for today, made you wait and stone for nothing, didnt pick up your call. Sorry darling, I really screwed today and you didnt even blame me or anything close to that. kinda feel even worse. Sigh, sorry baby. I love you. :(



Goodnight, I am going to screw my intergrated proj haha. 12:16 AM

Okay I got bangs.


And some say its okay, some say its better than last time and some didnt comment at all hahahha.



So, you decide. :D 10:00 AM

Yay fianlly photos!



Baby and I at sentosaaaa hahahah!












okay byebye! 4:19 PM

what the fuck macbook doesnt have a mem card reader.




Anyway, HAHAHA this is part of a project I did, "Why is tomorrow worth waking up for?" hahaha, watch this video and PLEASE PLEASE comment on it so I can like, improvise hahahahahaaaaa.



Omg laaa, I want to post photos so bad. I took photos with baby! Hahahaha, we were holding a snakeeeee. :D


K la, I go home use fugitsu ok! hahaha. And, I'm gnnna get a new hair cut! hope it'll turn out pretty, cause haircuts always made me like 10times uglier and I cant afford to become any uglier alrd hahaha.





Okay byebye. 11:37 AM

Hi, i got bangs. 3 said it was okay. 2 said its damn nice. 1 said it was better than last time. and the list goes on.


Fuck man, I personally find it depressing hahahah. But okay la, at least I can see now.


here, you decide. hahaha.









okay thanks byebye
11:25 AM

Tried to sleep but I cant.



So, I went to the toilet and took a photo of my ulcer at my tonsils. perfect picture I must say.

And I squeezed very hard on the little bump on my stomach and guess what, after tolerating so much pain, fucking disgusting yellow pus squirted out WTF! but the bump is still there. I have a feeling its not a cyst. I'm gnna sttart squeezing out every little bit of juice or whatever that's inside. hahahaaaaaaaaaaa. Man, I sound like a sicko.

You know what my painful throat is savin my life. I totally dont feel like smoking anymore. So I dont smoke already, and when I dont, darling dont too! ONE STONE TWO BIRDIES. HAHAHAH I must keep up the good work.


Hope to meet up with the pills soon, hahaha.

You know something, I really feel like slapping one aunty today. I was walking with darl in the mrt station today, then suddenly this aunty who was listening so mp3 (wow) walked right into me from the back. This is alright you know, because typical sinaporean aunties ALWAYS do that so i'm pretty used to it, and moreover its nothing much. BUT THE PART THAT MADE ME START SWEARING WAS, she banged me right? SHE STILL HAD THE CHEEKS TO MAKE THE FUCKING "TSK" SOUND. I was like what the fuck? I really felt like running and walk in front of her then keeeeeeeeeeeeep blocking her way. i want to pluck the earpiece from her ears and scream into her ear ' You tsk your mother okay aunty?" SERIOUSLY WTF. The aunties in singapore, not all, about 80%, are fucked up. IF SHE WAS IN A HURRY LIKE MANY PEOPLE WOULD SAY, THEN SHE CAN FUCKING JUST SAY EXCUSE ME. Its not like i'll gl her and say sorry, I cannot let you walk in front of me. OR SHE CAN JUST BANG ME BUT NOT MAKE A FUCKING SOUND. MRT also must run inside one. Bus also must push people aside so they can get on it first. EVERYTHING YOU KNOW. wtf. Even pri school kids have better manners than these aunties.



fuck you to you aunty. 1:21 AM

As if having two large mega sized ulcers at my tonsils wasnt bead enough, NOW I HAVE FUCKING ULCERS AT MY UPPER LIP WEB AND MY LOWER LIP.


Seriously, wtf is with ulcers nowadays. I CANT FUCKING SMILE ZOMG. I feel so pissed man. THE ULCERS ARE SO DAMN FUCKING PAINFUL. They hurt so bad, I want to bite the white thing off.


FUCK ULCER'S MOTHER, GRANDMOTHER, GREAT GRANDMOTHER AND GREATGREAT GRANDMOTHER. Z, I should stop all these. but seriously. This thing is as tortuous as having a major slash on your arm.



The thing on my stomach is like swollen. The doc says there's nothing to worry, its just a cyst. BUT DAMN am i worried. I really have had enough of all these bullshit.


I feel so good to have my hair bunned up and my fringe clipped up. Whoo. 12:53 AM