Hi im finally back.


My ___ schools starts in 2 weeks im dead meatzxz.


My godmom just bought me two dresses from malaysia. Though I find it weird looking i still thanked her and hugged her anyway. I mean there was this night when I really thought about everything I ever did in my life. I felt that I've wasted it away, I stay at home and FORCED myself to use the computer because everyone else did so in sec 1. Then it was friendship and breakups and heart ache and joy. But I left out the most important person in the world (other then you la chua! :D) ; my mother. What a bitch I was to save her name as "*****" instead of "mummy" in my phonebook. btw the stars are her name. What kind of a daughter am i? When I was young she cleaned my ass after I shit, she fed me when Im playing some retarded plucking apple game when I was young. What happened? Why did I become like that? Just because, i thought i did not have enough freedom. We quarrelled. But baby made me realise I had the more freedom then most girls do. I just changed her name to mummy in my phonebook just now.

I felt so good when I replied her sms with" enjoy dinner mum bye" and she was happy too. Because previously when I see her msg i'll delete without reading it. Fucked up i know. She comes home every night after work and she still does the housework. ALL MOTHERS ARE LIKE THAT. YOUR mum, wakes up 8am and works till 5pm and after that she does ohusework and watch an hour of tv. DONT SHE DESERVE BETTER? She slogged her life for you dear friends. Doesnt she deserve btr?

I want to do mine proud. Mom give me 5 years. 5 years and I will give you the life you deserve.


How about you, your mum or dad, do they deserve btr? Think about it yourself.




Bye I have tons to do. RMRMRMRMRMRMRMRMRM ftw. 1:06 AM