This blog post isnt pleasing at all.


Have you ever felt that, "YES finally a piece of work to be proud of!" and then when you present it, your efforts all go down the drain? Let me tell you, you will feel so damn pissed you feel like killing someone.


Today. I spent the whole of last week, trying to decipher what "PHILOSOPHY OF MECHANISM" is. Then, I spent so long to get an idea, like, to interpret "make me beautiful" in my way. I asked a lecturer, he improved on my idea. I used the rough idea he gave me and put it into a presentation slide. YES I FORGOT ABOUT THE VISUAL REPRESENTATION THAT'S MY FAULT. I tried my best and put DAMN alot of effort into this project cause I really want to do well. BUT GUESS WHAT.

It isn't only me, many others too, felt the biased-ness in the critic. I DID ON FOOD. YES IT ISN'T AN ANIMATE OBJECT BUT SO WHAT. Dion did on scrap materials and it was good. JUST BECAUSE I DIDNT FUCKING BRING A NOTEBOOK, HE, HAS TO COME AND PIN POINT AT ME. He said I went out of point. I said in what way, HE COULDNT FUCKING ANSWER. HE WENT ON ABOUT HOW I BEHAVE IN CLASS BUT HE KNOW FUCK?? HE ONLY COME TO COLOUR THEORY CLASS FFS. wow, how professional. Earn alot of money so what? Even secondary school teachers knows how to treat everyone fairly. I BOTHERED TO WRITE DOWN WHAT HE SAID. I TELL YOU I CAN FUCKING TYPE WHATEVER HE SAID HERE. But i'm not going to, it's gnna bore you.


HOW CAN A PROFESSIONAL DESIGNER LIKE HIM BE SUCH AN ASS? It was SO obvious PLEASE. I didnt put effort? YOU SURE? WERE YOU WITH ME WHEN I DID MY WORK? DONT COME FUCKING TELL ME "Your work shows". No, no no no no no. So a child that colours really badly, and even though he put in all his effort to make the colouring as pretty as possible, IT MEANS HE DID NOT PUT IN EFFORT? Effort is a big word my dear.


IT IS SO OBVIOUS IT WAS BIAS. Go ahead, fail me, make my life difficult, HEY INNER BEAUTY MAN. WHERE. THE. FUCK. IS. YOURS? What is wrong with my colour scheme? ALL you could say is" You are out of point" "Your colour scheme is wrong" "Your slides no link" "You put in minimal effort" I told myslef. " respect girl, respect." But is is all worth it. If I were to put my whole life into this project, WOULD IT BE OF ANY USE? LEt me tell you, you did not embarass me AT ALL. You just showed the whole class the ugly side of you. Oh what a shame.

No names mentioned. If you think its you, then you are guilty yourself. Too bad. Dont say " ITS SO FREWAKING OBVIOUS!" uh uh. NO NAMES MENTIONED. I guess I dont have to bold this three words, do I?


Man, god bless you. 11:52 PM