I've never felt so disappointed before, I studied today, I really did, you can ask juanne if you dont believe. I did POA chemistry and emaths. Why dont you believe me, you're my mother. Why, just why. I'm tearing like crazy now. And my most beloved aunty scolded me, I really did study mama, I really did. Did you know I was holding back my tears in the car? I bet you didn't know. I really want to study hard now and I am. Nobody believes me now, not even my fmaily members. Do you know how this effing feels? I've always been seen as a failure, so be it. It doesn't really matter anymore I guess. Whether I'll make it through my Olevels, or flung it like crazy, does it matter? No it doesn't. I'm a failure as you called me as. Okay, I get the message.

Have you ever felt this way? Someone you love, and someone you really hope she'll believe everything you say doubts you? Your eyes starts to tear and nobody reallly cares? I can't believe this, I just can't. She was someone I loved and trusted so much. So much.

I'm glad my friends are still here. Really glad, at least they care. I love you all. Today was ordinary, tmr's gnna suck, as in curriculum time. I dont know lah. Things always seem better when I'm with my friend. They're my love, like ultimate love. I can only find myself trusting two person now. As in like, really really trust. The full trust. 100%.


Tmr morning I have to wake up at 5.45 and meet jeremy and go eat tao huay! And have to buy many bottles for the rest of the people who wants to drink. Yeap. And tmr night I think I'll be going for liza's sister's dance thing.


There was a nice background so. :)

the light that turned white into blue, correction tape into yellow.

I want to buy this top and the belt. :D

I studied after school. I went to cafe cartel and studied. I did. Who believes me? who.




another day gone.
Jiehui. 6:49 PM