Actually I feel that its the person's mind that stirs up conflicts. I've been really petty today. Seriously I had a very bad night yesterday. I'm probably being too sensitive, and pretty much made people upset. I'm really sorry, now that we're cleared things up I hope everything will be back to normal. I hope tmr will be a better day.


If only people could think positively as easily as they can tell someone else to, if only people only remembers the good stuff and not the bad, if only people can forgive one another in just a snap. Its so impossible, but the world would be a better place. I hate it when you looked forward to a brand new day, and bam the supposedly wonderful new day is ruined by someone you love. Idk, I just somehow wish I wouldn't feel so much. Ah I dunno what I'm talking.


I hope tmr will be better, it will. :D Tmr after school gnna go out with jeremyxzxz and maybe junyuan to go study for geog. There's LC chinese tmr, damnit. I think tmr I really wanna study, I mean I have been studying lah, at least a little which is improvement and it is good.



I feel so disappointed for the fact that I get blamed for everything, why do you want to force me to say something when I have NOTHING to say? Why can't you ever learn frm what happened when I was young? Everytime I recieve your phone call I have some sort of fear, and I never fail to cry. People wil see it as you're caring for me and I'm being really ridiculous to be feeling disappointed with you. WHO KNOWS HOW I FEEL NOW?! I hate being forced, I hate being pushed. I can't bring mysself to share stuff with you for now, everyone in the world, blame me and call me names, whatever you want. But all I can say is you'll never know how I feel, no one would. ah well, maybe its really me. alright, its me then its me.



Fishy still loves everyone, believe me. 10:46 PM