Hello everybody. Today pretty much sucked. As in, I screwed both tests. But seriously, I dont want to fail my emaths test, even though that would mean that wh would get a month's supply of soya bean, yeap. I wanna do well lah. i want to eat apple pie now.



I may be going to meet juanne later to get the cap done, and the design is really cool. :D I'll get a photo of it sooon. And friday morning I'm gnna meet liza for black man movie! :D Yay. And I seriously can't wait for friday. I have a sudden motivation to study right now. Like, now now. And I probably should, I wanna study for chem. After this post i'll so study. I just had hagendaz ice cream againxz. Chingna, hahaaa, what a random question to ask and what a random person you chose to ask that question.:D " can go orchard with me put braces?" lol. I feel that i'm lacking something right now, hahaa, weird feeling. And huiting's wallet look like a makeup box. yeap, that mouseboxwallet. And I'm pretty contented with my nafa results so far.



Sometimes I think(esp during emaths lsp haha.) about the past. About what I've been through and how I constantly tell myself" I won't make the same mistakes that I did ever again." Sometimes I wonder why, just why do people look at the bad instead of the good, and no matter what, nothing can erase your bad past. Just like mixing black with white, black is the wrongs and white is the good points. Just a little bit of black it'll make the white turn grey. Its like a permanent thing that stays in someone else's heart, and worse still, that person is someone you cared and loved the most. Everybody makes mistakes, pretty people get forgiven quickly, ugly people dont. Everyone wants to pick something bad about somebody else, which is kind of really saddening because sooner or later, all the bad points would be covering up his or her good points. People get into cliques, get into a relationship, hoping against hope that everything will go on smoothly, the"i love you you love me" kind of thing, and in the end, you find yourself facing so much grief, so much hatred. You try to make things better, only to find yourself overdoing it and causing even more problem. Why do some people have a better life than others? Why do we allow ourselves to judge others? Why do we have to be so competitive in life? Humans compete to be the best in everything, why don't we find it tiring? Why cant we compare ourselves with ourselves? Also, guys dont always mean what they say. " I'd only go for a girl with good characters, I dont care about looks." Tell me about it. If the girl isn't pretty enough to attract your attention, would you even bother to see if she's really beautiful on the inside? Girls try to impress guys, guys try to impress girls, get into a relationship, and what do you get in the end? heartbreaks, heartbreaks and more heartbreaks. Everybody wants the easy way out.I wish people would learn to love more and hate less, that way the world would be a better place. I want the world to be a better place. To me now, the world is just a great place. You learn, through the hard way most of the time, but you'll become to be a better person, find the right friends, friends that look past your flaws. Friends that would stay by you forever, and most importantly, be that friend, to your friends.






I dont want history to repeat. Seriously, no.


Fishy. 4:17 PM