Srsly I dont know when you'll ever get enough of hurting others. and that's my friend you're hurting now bitch. you better not let her down a second time. she's like my friend and a really close one. you better not let her down or i swear i'll make you pay.she is a great girl like YOU said and you jolly well treat her grreat. I shouldn't be involved in this. I'll leave it up to the both of you, if this can make her happy i'll be glad as well. (:

I can't believe what guys are thinking nowadays. And how they can toy around with a feeling called love. its something huge, you know. its something that'll stay in your heart like for as long as you can think of. fuck the feeling. fuck the thing called love. i just suddenly recalled, about everything that happened earlier this year and last year and how i know we'll never be together again. even if the thing called love gets into his heart again, i wouldn't let myself sink into that fucking love thing again. its so difficult to get over this whole damned thing. but i know for myself things will never be the same even if i were to try my best to get him back and be with him again. i am so over relationships. so over. i wouldn't want to get into one ever. like, ever. fuck this seriously. fuck this shit. fuck this thing called love. I feel like i can write a storybook about this. Ah bitch bitch bitch bitch bitch.



abd juanne and huiting, i feel so confused and so stupid now. like over that thing? i can't really post it here. you know. like after you read the above paragraph, AH how should i put it. ah, ask me when you read this. i'll tell you.


i am being really vulgar i'm sorry. sigh.confusing much. 12:35 PM