i'm currently at some lan with eliza. okay yeap. And today was okay. I dunno how to describe today. And I have to go home soon. And my hand is super effing cold now that I can't type properly.



I was feeeling really disappointed just nowxz. tmr is friday and I still can't find the blue dye. And wh has to bleach his hair, but i dont have to cause mine is bleached alrd. My hand is damn cold. damn damn cold. the letters wasdcxz are missing.


idk whar's wrong with everything now. 5:39 PM

The dance was like the sex sex sex sex sex. Sweeeeeeeet. Whoa, I widh I could dance like them, but on the other hand, I WANT CHEERLEADING! :D ah, sex-er.


I am so so so dead tmr. I havent bought my MC yetxz, and mrs lai wants it tmr. HOW! damn it lah, i think i detention alrd. xzxz. Mrs shaanti poa sia, who want to go. Whoa. If its mrs lai's lesson I confirm plus chop will go. Damnit damnit damnit. I am so dead tmr. xzxz!


The dance was nice, stilll damn nice, to me. I hope my band stuff goes along well. its's not progressing, everyone's like hanging on the line, shit. And I really wanna join Chloe's dance grp but unfortunately unfortunate incident happened. Idk whether I should join them not. firstly, that problem. Secondly, studies. If I have two performance to do, I'll be like, rehearsing everyday? Crazy. I need some alone time and friend time. Ah well, I'll see how it goes.

And, I am so frigging tired now, and I am also so friggin dead. Tmr is doomsday. Holy crap.



Here's the photos.

my handboooooookxz.

HELLO HEARTBREAKER, this is me.



















juanne and liza!



I love this photo, idk why. :D

and this.

whooo. side pic. :D

Liza and sarah. (am i right?)






Lovelovelove.
seeyou tmr! *animation:flirt. ( those with sonyerricsson phones, go to create new message; add item; animation and go find the flirt animation. its not exactly flirtatious, FYI. ) 11:56 PM

HEEELLLLOOOOO. I LOVE JH.(liza) :D 7:02 PM

I can't sleep. I tried to sleep. I can't. Haahaha, insomnia? Some sort.



Ah, I dont know what's going on nowxz. Everything's so messy, everything's out of control. I need those lets-sit-down-and-talk-our-hearts-out sessions with cardigans. Girls know girls feelings best And its really true.


Maybe liza wont have to tickets to the dance tmr. And I'm starting to get a flu. Damn it its irritating. I need to go shop for my clothes. HAhaa, but firstly, I need the monaye. There's a hole in my pocket lahxzxz. Damn, today was super boring. I hope tmr wont be boring. I hope against hope. Cause tmr there's a 10 min detention then followed by the life threatening emaths LSP.


Ah crap.

The world's getting out of hand. God bless us.

10:23 PM

I've never felt so disappointed before, I studied today, I really did, you can ask juanne if you dont believe. I did POA chemistry and emaths. Why dont you believe me, you're my mother. Why, just why. I'm tearing like crazy now. And my most beloved aunty scolded me, I really did study mama, I really did. Did you know I was holding back my tears in the car? I bet you didn't know. I really want to study hard now and I am. Nobody believes me now, not even my fmaily members. Do you know how this effing feels? I've always been seen as a failure, so be it. It doesn't really matter anymore I guess. Whether I'll make it through my Olevels, or flung it like crazy, does it matter? No it doesn't. I'm a failure as you called me as. Okay, I get the message.

Have you ever felt this way? Someone you love, and someone you really hope she'll believe everything you say doubts you? Your eyes starts to tear and nobody reallly cares? I can't believe this, I just can't. She was someone I loved and trusted so much. So much.

I'm glad my friends are still here. Really glad, at least they care. I love you all. Today was ordinary, tmr's gnna suck, as in curriculum time. I dont know lah. Things always seem better when I'm with my friend. They're my love, like ultimate love. I can only find myself trusting two person now. As in like, really really trust. The full trust. 100%.


Tmr morning I have to wake up at 5.45 and meet jeremy and go eat tao huay! And have to buy many bottles for the rest of the people who wants to drink. Yeap. And tmr night I think I'll be going for liza's sister's dance thing.


There was a nice background so. :)

the light that turned white into blue, correction tape into yellow.

I want to buy this top and the belt. :D

I studied after school. I went to cafe cartel and studied. I did. Who believes me? who.




another day gone.
Jiehui. 6:49 PM

today was great, class bonding! And this was the first time 4e3 really did stuff together, which is really cool. Like, really really cool. During recess, the class spirit was shown, the 29 of us would have to serve detention on wed, instead of 4 hours plus for just kuanhong. :D



It'd be a party in the detention room i'm tellin ya. Come and flim us or something okay?


And I cleverly left my WHOLE file inside my aunt's car and everything's inside, my worksheets notes, everything. Great, how great(see I told you today was great.) My nephew came to my aunt's place today and he loves me alot.haha. yeap he does, he cant speak yet but the first sentence he'll say, I can predict, would be" I love jiehui ah yee." hahaha. okay, my predictions aren't always right.

My computer screen is half screened again, and now its okay again, crazy. OH OH I'm gnna have my hair dyed dark blue this friday, gayxz! I'm on a budget though, so i'm going to buy the one you'll have to dye your hair yourself, and i'm gnna dye my hair with wenhui! :) xzxz. Today I went to play lan, and obviously screwed up the game haha, but its okay. I had a few sips of free apple tea. Which was not very nice tasting but anyway, and I studied geog alrd and I slept just now so i'm pretty energetic nowxz.



This would pretty much be an unread post today but heck. :D I'll post more photos up soon! Its fun to see photos I know. Hahaa, patience okay, its a virtue. (Note to self: reach school by 6.55 and wait for liza to pass her the eyeliner!)

Bun.




Ah, crazy crazy.
Jiehui xz. 12:29 AM

i have nothing better to do now. I've painstakenly did the sickening elearning, and its not easy AT ALL. oh shut up.


I dont know why i have this sudden motivation to type this, but anyway. The world's confusing, like really confusing. I just really hope everyday's like really great. I can't stand bitches, who love derives pleasure from other people's (???) haha, i kinda forgot the word to type there. Its like, why do you like backstabbing so much. Why dont you, my dear, ever learn from your mistakes? Is it that great to backstab? Fun? Entertaining? Some sort? Imagine one day, someone you never expected to backstab you tells someone you really care about something really nasty. That person turns against you. How the hell would you feel. Just tell me, how, just how would you feel. You think its really engaging to be spreading stuff which so happens to be only how you feel and how you look at the person? He or she may NEVER get the chance to explain and gain the trust her loved ones once had for her. Cruelty eh? I would not deny, everyone backstabs, even I do sometimes. But you should know when it starts getting out of hand. No matter how much you hate someone, just tell the truth about him or her. Tell your friends what he or she did to you and not what you feel he or she is. Before you start adding in salt, pepper, herbs, soyasauce etc into the picture, reflect. Did he or she really do that? Or did you just want to spice things up? Honey its a matter of life and death(of the heart). You really have to think twice.



And did I ever mention. Flirting is an ability, a capability. Its not a matter wheter you are a flirt or not, its wheter you CAN flirt or not. A wise saying from jeremy and it's pretty true. So, if you think someone is a flirt, its probably the lack of that capability you're facing. Except the fact darlings. You're plain jealous. Live with it, live with something you dont have. Stop commenting. No one other then jesus is allowed to judge others. Its in the bible.


I'm sorry if I sound like a bitch now. But seriously, this is just how I feel. I dont know how to put it nicely in words. This isn't directed to anybody so yeap. :)




the nerd meets the cool. :D

and they became friends.

yeap once again.

juannnnne. :D



Juanne's kissing my hand apparently. I was showing liza something( i forgot what) hahah. :D

Let me hear you scream! out loudxzxz! :D


oooh best.





me! i (L) isabella's camera.

i look funny, but nevermind. :D Liza!



this should be all.



FINAL NOTE: fuck you sun of the beach. fuck you seriously. IF YOU DONT LIKE THE CLASS TEE TELL US IN OUR FACE LAH! screw you, you think the design easy to do ah. If you hate 4e3 so much then drop out of school, beach. you're being way too ridiculous. you're telling so many readers that you dislike four e three, and how disgracful it'll be to wear the class tee tmr eh? fine dont wear, JUST FORGET IT DONT WEAR LAH OKAY?! come to school in bra and panties if you want bloody hell. IN actual fact I am not really pleased with you either, after so much you're done to me and my clique, its over darling, way over. Disgraceful much. much much much much ultimum. Dont join us for class bonding tmr okay, dont. Dont like 4e3 what, bond with us what shit. Dont okay, dont. call this backstabbing, whatever. its not called backstabbing, its call taste of your own medicine. i dont like you. hate is too strong a word. On the other hand maybe its not.

I shall not mention names. name, rather. Fuck you. damn it i didn't want to use vulgarities.(thus the strikeouts.)

Goodnight computer.
(L) 10:23 PM

my blog has a screamo song now, credits to jeremy. oh oh today was fun/sianxzxz/fun. hahaha


I've some photos, of jeremy's really nice hair. And we made wonderful browine/cookie/cake. HAHAH, just eat it tmr okay, its really nice. And i'm gnna bun my hair to school tmr, i hope it wont be weird, cause once i bun, i can't unbun. hahaha. okay,


today, we walked the dog, played breech/bridge, had hagan daz icecream, baked the thing, went out with fisho and flipped through a hair style mag. I'll show you the hairstyle I'm gnna get soon later. :D:D


Okay, tmr there's class bonding I cant wait! I hope tmr's gnna be fun. But there's tuition tmr, which pretty much spoils the whole thing gawd. My tragus hurts now, damnit. And oh yah oh yah! I wanna dye my hair soon. yeapxz. and wenhui i havent tried your bro's gf's super nice brownies yetxz! hahaha. huiting, the mag is gone, gone gone. hahaa, I had budget meal today, cause friday i wanna go for buffet with fisho love! :D yeap.


Photos( my hand has the brownie smell now. and it's thumb lickin good. I shall not use finger.)


this was like yesterday. he was beeeeeeeeeering.

today. :D

he wanted this hairstyle. told you it was nice.

when I bun, and then unbun, my ponytail's really screwed. Like really. ultimum. :D:D

theeeeeee hairstyle I wantxz! ah, sweet.


I just need thicker and longer fringe,and that colour hair. yeap. :D



Naffnang is really confusing. Like super. i have to do my elearning now. gooooodbyexz! 8:57 PM

hello everybody. its awkward now. super awkward. cause huiting and wenhui's staring at this thing.
looking, whatever whatever. :D and she saw that.



we're baking brownies today! and i hope it'll come out of the oven as a brownie and not a blackie. I WILL BUY THE JONAS BROTHERS THIRD ALBULM! 12 AUG! i want to preorder it to get the free stuff. :D:D





I am going to bake the brownie blackie nowxz. seeyou.




:D:D:D:D:D
Jiehui 11:55 AM

HELLO EARTHLINGS, i've got plenty happy things to share today.:D


Went for the volleyball competition and we got 2nd! AHHH nice nice. And, in addition I also won a cool beach girl thingy, and many thanks to the screamers. :D:D love ya'll! It was a little saddening thought, we thought we would win cash. But it was vouchers vouchers and more vouchers.



After beach volleyball(which rocked alot, alot) went to meet zane and wenhui. THANKYOU ZANE FOR YOUR ICECREAM! its so very very very nice of you.:D And we had a phototaking session, which the photos i wont post, except for those acceptable ones.:D And wenhui ah wenhui, dont pekchek! ahaha, listen to me and zane's advice lol. Many emotionicons! :D:D:D Thankyou zane once again, for the unexpected icecream. :D I'm gnna meet dear dear dear huiting(and huiting its really very sweet of you. I can feel the love, hahaa. hello darling.) HAHA. okay, tmr will be brownie making day with fisho(ht), jeremy(wh) and zanelim. yeap.


I lazy comment on all the photos lah. hahaa.


juannnnnnnne :D





i was phoning with fishooooxz.



after much persuasion, finally.



jeremy made this hairstyle. its supposed to be"nice" lolxzxz.

What I earned today. :D



still got more photos, but another day okay. :D 11:09 PM