Thursday, June 26, 2008
Yesterday was the worse day of my life. Its as though I lost 3/4 of my motivation to live on, to look forward to each day. And for some reason we are not and will never be together anymore. Guys, i'm not jasper's girlfriend anymore. AND my reason for putting this on my blog, is because I really dont want anyone to ask me about jasper and i probably wont be able to answer it. Jasper, if you would read this, at least we're still friends that's the one and only point I am glad about.
I feel so shitty now and yeah i didn't go to school. Constant playbacks of my life is killing me. KILLING. I really have no mood to talk about anything already. I guess I need some time to chill. I have so many passwords to change now(haha). i'm being ridiculous, i'm contradicting.
One point to add, people in 4e3 are really nice, thankyou dear friends.
AND, life goes on. yay.
9:20 AM