Monday, June 30, 2008
I wanna wear my red scarf on thursday, be yourself day. But I really dont know what to match it with hahaaa, and i hope on thurs can go out with cardigansss. gay. And tuition was funny today, see? its possible. hahaha. i'm in a dilemma now, huiting knows why.
The JB chatroom isn't loading idk why argh. I can't really sleep now, cause i'm so energetic now. And tmr is gnna suck big time. so is wed. I hate schooling now, the studying part. And I think the detention room is cooling, we should have classes there. And there's physics tmr( gay) and i feel like bunning up my hair tmr, i see how it goes. :D
And damn aff you, if you cant bloody hell keep to your words then don say it out. Stop giving me false hopes over and over again. you pretty much suck, and hell yes i mean that. i hate it when you just say sorry after breaking your promises. like look at my face do i look like i give a damn about the affing word sorry? huh? HUH? i can't believe you, literally. So much for screaming at me when i break my promises and bam! HOW MANY HAVE YOU BROKEN?! you got my affing hopes so ladderish high and you just crash it with a NO. aff negative comments, seriously. I can't trust you anymore, ANYMORE. tell me i can't negotiatiate? what EVER major loser. I dowan to hear a single word from you .
I feel so boiled now.
Sunday, June 29, 2008
actually i typed ass instead of add. hhaaa okay anyway. I do have something to say
This week/month is like the major breakup month, seriously. And its scary, when you thought that you are the only unluckiestestestest person in the whole universe, you go to blogs and AIEE! they break alrd sia. okay never mind i should mind my own business. hahahaaa, but then again, I feel so encouraged to move on now, optimistic thinking really help, you are what you think you are, and you are gnna be what you think you are. If you think your life's gnna suck , its gnna suck. trust me. NOT A SINGLE thing that happens that is good is gnna look good to you. Why make life so difficult? come on guysss! tell me what YOU're doing. hahaaha. optimistic is the way to go, DONT believe in, " its good to be a pessimist because, its either i'm gnna be constantly proven right, or be pleasently surprised." no no. baad.
there's tuition tmr and jasper hasn't replied me for crying-out-loud. argh. idk what to do tmr, i'm gnna be like some lost child after school tmr, again. sigh. things just changed. major.
Jisiang stay cute, dont need stay handsome cause very handsome already hahahaa. okay enjoy youself much much with rubberband!
Kerwin you better do well in your studies ah since that's your quitting reason. hahaha. amao.( gamation ) hahaa.
Okay, today went to juanne's house and played guitar. managed to learn quite alot hahaa and we played cards blah. I stil have so much work to do! i'm gnna die of stress(which is a death I dont really want to die of, I rather be run down by a car or something ahhaaa.)alright, I think that everyone will die one day, so I should just do what I like now but to a certain extend lah. hhahaa, like do what i like that's good and legal and make sense. Like, still must study even though play like siao, dont go so " omg dont eat this dont eat that" kinda stuff. yeah enjoy life everybody! :D Life is short. 70 years ain't that long actually my dear.sixteen years alrd pass, for me that is. hahaa. But I wanna do what I can in studies and making people happy around me. I love my friends so much. SO MUCH! :D
Tan Chloe is gnna laugh till she ROFLOL if she's in 4e3. hahahaa. anyway the band stuff( NOT MILITARY BAND i'm so NOT in Military Band), band as in ATODDSEND. yeah, we kinda know what to do and stuff. I hope we'll put up a good show, wenhui's like the only guy but never mind one HAHAH.
Seeyou!
lovelovelovelovelove you.:D
Saturday, June 28, 2008
Before i start, isabella! I haven't spoke to you for like almost two years? haa, i'm so happy that you tagged me, if that's isabella teo. haaha. and thankyou celeste for your backSSSS. :D hahaaa. okay now for the happenings.
I still miss life before. And yesterday juanne huiting and I worked on a song titled September 15. ITS A SELF WRITTEN SONG OKAY! and i stayed over at juanne's house. haaha. Today went jamming and the studio was nice and cool. really cool. Then togeter with liza and shirley we continued working on the song. Wenhui didn't come in the end, CHILL MISTER! haaa. afterthat went home. September 15 has hidden meaning, its not the date that matters, its a, hidden meaning yeah. If you do get me. hahaa.
Okay I'll try to speak chim. But I mean what i'm about to type. This is to anybody who suffered a huge blow or something. You see guys, surely things would turn out really bad at first. Like " man,my life is so wrecked." " No it can't be! I can't do this!" etcetra.Cry all you want for two days or three days or how much you want, things aren't gnna change still are they?Like it or not, things are still gnna be like that! You can't change reality but you can change your mentality. Don't allow your world to collaspe, DONT. hey, its when setbacks come, will you know who is always by your side supporting you. You might even be surprised who actually cared so much for you. And the best part is, the person who left you has his or her own reason and by allowing them to leave you may have help him or her alot. I believe no matter what you guys still can be friends ar something yes? Its tough,I know. but trust me, you'll love your life more and more each day as you pick yourself up and stand on your own two feets. you'll love life even more when you're reassured that theye are people who stand by you, love you, and even the person who left you, STILL CARES. care is a huge word. When you have friends and people who love you deeply and truly, count yourself as a really concecrated(thesaurus baby!) living human.
love you all.
Jiehui
Friday, June 27, 2008
i'm kinda getting over stuff. yay. because i have wonderful friends. I shall name them ALL, those i really appreciated your niceness. :D Huiting juanne elizabeth shirley juanne's mum junyuan brandom liying ivan jisiang nicholas zane wenhui danny serene kyran edward edmund joonkai. this list is with much thanks to huiting and juanne lol.
I really think, its when something sad happens you'll know who really cares about you, and sometimes, the people who talk to you are shocking. but i really appreciate it, thankyou guys. And, finallllly, at least me and him are still friends.
AND ORAL WAS GROSS. the examiners had a face that you'll feel like slapping them. EVERYONE SAID THAT. and they didn't really like pay attention to your oral. wth. Anyway today felt empty.
LTAN WAS FUNNY TODAY. her eyes twitched, and when i broke down in class she was like," do you need a doctor? are you fine? so you need a doctor?" and she kinda nudged me, and shirley said:" just leave her alone please thankyou." and shirley whispered, "I didn't want to lie." And i scored 34/40 for oral, and it was the highest in class. haa and people went " imba already."
I should stop. goodbye everyone( yay tmr's jamming)
whatevermajorloser.
jiehui
Thursday, June 26, 2008
Yesterday was the worse day of my life. Its as though I lost 3/4 of my motivation to live on, to look forward to each day. And for some reason we are not and will never be together anymore. Guys, i'm not jasper's girlfriend anymore. AND my reason for putting this on my blog, is because I really dont want anyone to ask me about jasper and i probably wont be able to answer it. Jasper, if you would read this, at least we're still friends that's the one and only point I am glad about.
I feel so shitty now and yeah i didn't go to school. Constant playbacks of my life is killing me. KILLING. I really have no mood to talk about anything already. I guess I need some time to chill. I have so many passwords to change now(haha). i'm being ridiculous, i'm contradicting.
One point to add, people in 4e3 are really nice, thankyou dear friends.
AND, life goes on. yay.
Friday, June 20, 2008
HELLO GUYS. I've been really into the justin.tv stuff and its really fun there.hahahaa. Anyway, I am waiting for jasper to msg me and he havent, i sure hope he didn't oversleep.:D
Went to juanne's house yesterday and her sister laughs at everything i do LOL. Is it that entertaining? hahaha. And I created a myspace profile, I like it there.hahaah. And did i mention I think marianda cosgrove( whatever the spelling is) is a really good actress? for her age. hahaha. Yeah I hope I could go over to california now, i want a teleporter now LOL. Yay I feel so happy now because today i've im-ed many celebrities. David cook, nick jonas, joe jonas, ashley tisdale, etc. hahaha.Who can spell etc in full? :D
And today on nick's chat we played a game of confession and i was like whoa when they said:" melissa say your secret now." hahaha, someone picked me and nick typed that, together with another celebrity HAHAH yay. Joe came online awhile later too and yay it was fun hahaha. I forgot who nick said he had a crush on, but he added ,:"like one percent." hahahaah. Oh and me and juaane may be getting backstage passes ! :D yay me and yay juanne!
'I wish I could squirt spegetti out of my eyes" -joe. :D
so long people, love ya.
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
I went into this jonas brothers live chat thing, its like they'll broadcast they're answers to the people in the chat room live, and I was just staring at the screen. A girl actually disclosed joe's cell phone nunber and another girl called and it was real. Like wow I have his number. hahaaa. 10 digits LONG.wow.
http://www.justin.tv/jonasbrothers
Tmr I'm gng out with jasper (yay yay). It's been so long since i've last seen him.
Love,
Jiehui
Sunday, June 15, 2008
Yep here are the photos. And I can't sleep nowadays idk why. And I've been reading people's blogs and they seem to have the same problem. Hahaha, is this a holiday thing? It suck.
THEIR SELF TITLED ALBUM! scream scream scream.
we looked like sticks, according to juanne.
LONG SLOPE! gay.
the boyfriends.
me and juanne, the boyfriends were jealous that we posed.
Me, elizabeth :D
I couldn't stop, hence half my body.
They cheated, it was supposed to be me and juanne's turn to photograph.
huiting half blinked
Huiting blinked
Huiting's elmo is blocked.
Finally.
Finally finally (:
PS:
Love's birthday is comingg.<3<3 gay:D(as in happy.)
Saturday, June 14, 2008
People tagged with this quiz:
1) Jasper
2) Joy
3) Huiting
4) Liza
5) hanyong
6) jisiang
7) ivan
8) IDK
9) IDK
10) The jonas brothers. (LOL)
FirstsFirst best friend: Julie. LOL I can remember! K1 that time.
First pet: Dog (:
First piercing: My ears
First crush: Uhm, I forgot.
First cd: LOL. 5566. ( misplaced it alrd. hahaa. )
First car: don have luh. I want one tho!
First stuffed animal: BARNEY!
First love: godmum.
First place called home: potong pasir & carmichael.
LastsLast beverage: big gulp ( 100plus)
Last car ride: The day before.
Last movie seen: Kungfu panda.
Last phone call: my cousin.
Last song you listened to: Hold on - Jonas brothers (*screams)
Last bubble bath: 7294723 years ago.
Last time you cried: dont remember hahaha.
Last thing you ate: hotcakes.
Last bad thing you did: Encouraged jasper to skip social studies.
Dated one of your best friends: As in go out? yep.
been arrested: nopenopenope
sknny-dipped: NO.
been on a limo: nah ( I wished! )
been cheated: yeh
been in love: yeh
been in a car accident: yeah, unaffected though.
broken a bone: nah
Things you are wearing:Vb jersey, fbt shorts
Things you have done today(in order): brush teeth,bathe,took bus,ran,took bus,grumbled, walked,wore my blades,bladed,fell,got up,bladed,fell,got up,took lift,walked,sat,on com,blog.
Fav things: Phone, JB album, camera, earpiece. ( as in things luh. )
People you tell almost everything to: Jasper cheok. ( tell him everything.) huiting ( almost everything.)
ChoicesLive or die: Live, hell yeah.
Sweets or chocolates: Chocolate
Swim or run: Swim.
Things you want to do before you die: Finish what I have to do?
Things you regret : LOL plenty.
:D
I actually created two, the first one got mistake. yep take this!
http://www.quizyourfriends.com/takequiz.php?quizname=080614032006-207047&
I am currently wait for my dear jasper to phone me. hahaah and i'm at my cousin's place noww.Today went east coast to blade and I fell twice ( painful ones) but today was fun. (: yeap. And my leg is bleeding now. hahaha. knee, knee and thigh. hahaha. And there were ridiculously childish people at mac today. they are like three times our age! lol.
Okay photos tonight, cause this com dont have the memory card reader thing. :D
love,
Jiehui
PS: I am still waiting for jasper (wake up ddeeeaaarrrr!)
PSPS: I heart JB. whoa!
PSPSPS: my leg hurts. big time.
PSPSPSPS: bye.
Thursday, June 12, 2008
goodmorning everybody. I am feeeling so super tired now cause I slpet late making a card. whoa I hope he likes it:D
Anyway, I read juanne's blog yesterday and realised its liying's birthday hahaha. HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY! hahaha. Oh yeah I wanna do my work noww. Hahaha.
Seeeriously. homework time. ( later )
Wednesday, June 11, 2008
went for cardigans outing, as i said. Anyway I shall post only one photo cause the rest is kinda screwed. hahaha. YES! tmr will be the twelveeee hahaha. 15th month! and fifteeen is my fav fav fav fav fav numberr.:D:D:D whoooo hawtness.
Oh yes, I hate dota now for one freaking reason, everytime I play I get scolded for being lousyy. Fine lor, I dowan play uh. big deal. Today at east coast we were super pissed by a grp. They really have no shame. Sigh what a shame to humankind.
I wanna trim my hair nowww. I am going to on mon yay! my fringe is getting uper long and irritating. Its covering my eye. And I hate it cause I dowan to go blind. Photoooo(:
Right, it doesn't look like the best but trust me the rest are worse:D
Give my ears a break, gosh.
Jiehui ( happy anniversary in advance dear! <3<3<3<3)
dota is the worse game on earth.AH! nevermind. Anyway I will post photos later:D yep yep. went rollerblading wih cardigans todayyy and met 3 reaally adorable kids.:D hahaa.
post more lata.
Sunday, June 08, 2008
hello peeps. I did a wonderful job yesterday. I completed my compo and compre and a little emaths! Hahaha, call that a great achievement yeah.
I wanna buy yellow and blue nail polish, maybe go robinsons see cause my mum have the discount voucher. And i had three days of peace, thursday till saturday when my mother was not in singapore. Seriously, peace man.
I think I should start preparing for o levels now and ther's no time to waste, but wait. Next week I'll be going out and the last week i'll be going to school, so I guess my june intensive study isn't really gonna work out afterall. Heh. And I've been playing a super duper fun game called neopets. YES! its damn fun. And now I know why dota is so addictive too. Hahah, I love to use the goblins :D Put bomb everywhere and suicide! Hahaha, sure get first blood. Yay, but at least I still did my work.
When am I going to go out with jasper and cardigans and atoddsend again?!
QUICK QUICK!
Love,
jiehui :D
Tuesday, June 03, 2008
y8.com has this super exciting game called robot dance battle. Please try to get the pepsi (:
Anyway I have nothing to type about right now and i'm gnna study later.
(:
Jiehui
