I'm currently at juanne's house and i'm overnighting. yeah, we had to rush so badly for social studies project and here we are doing it, i feeeeel so sleepy. and hungry


I feel like I keep screwing up everything.Like literally everything because I always try my best to make the people around me smile and be happy. And what I got back were really crap. like everything. I'm so sick and tired.Extremes . I feel like I still have a million things I've yet to accomplish, but at the same time I feel like giving up. I"ve never felt so tired before. I really never.I believe I still have to pick up whatever load I have and trudge on, though I know there will be more to come, but at least still, I have people who can make me smile. I guess that's all I want to ask for. OH i have a story to share.


one day, a man came to god and said
"God my burden is too heavy for me. "
God replied:" throw your burden into the pit of heavy burdens. Everyone has to have at least burden. You have to go baack down to the pit and choose the bag you think is the lightest."
The man then went down, took a really long time to pick and finally he found the perfect burden. He went back up to where god was and showed it to God. God laughed and said:
"Dear son, this was the very bag of burden you threw down just before."


I guess everybody's burdens are catered to our capabilities. I think everyone needs a little word of encouragement everyday and I believe it'll make the day a whole lot better. Just a word, a sentence, or maybe it just starts with,

a smile


Love,
JIEHUI(phew) 2:26 AM