Tuesday, December 05, 2006
Haiis. I feel damn hopeless now luhhs. seriously.
I dunno what's wrong. I dunno why this is happening. My dad is getiing frm bad to worse. YEs, the doctor did say abt being mentally prepared but why now? Why when his birthday's approaching then this sorta things happen? At night, he'll wake up continuously. Tell my mum and me stuff. Once he said,"Woah those towo women very attitude." My mum and i were like, you okay anot? Guess what? He sleep while he talking halfway. You have any idea how freaky it is? He cannot talk properly. His mind is half nt working. He now only mumble or only can say yes and no. I feel bad. I cannot do anything. When my mum cry i hold back my tears but deep inside i'm crying far worse than her. I really want him to be healthy again. ITs health that my whole family ask for. I really want him to recover. I want to see him well again and we'll all go overseas. I want him back. I really do.
I don't want to see him suffer. He's literally skin and bones now. PLease daddy be healthy again. Please. ):
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